Destruction

It has been a long and exhausting month in which the world as I knew it has been turned completely upside down. I have she'd more tears in the last month than I have in the last decade. I have cried out to God in pure frustration and confusion. I don't understand why any of this is happening or why God would ever possibly want this to happen. I want so badly to find the peace in this situation. I have never been in a place in my life where I can't find peace with God over the work he is doing in my life, good or bad.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers that I may find this peace and trust that God is in control even in what seems to be the worst times.